harder

it's getting harder to write daily. is it really worth it?

i've been trying really hard to maintain a positive attitude about different things. whenever i am feeling grouchy or in a sour mood, i just sort of gentle cajole myself into thinking it's not that bad (because, of course, it isn't) and it's actually starting to work.

it used to be that whenever i'd wake up on the wrong side of the bed, i'd stay on that side for hours, days. now it's maybe a few hours.

so i guess, yes, it's worth it.

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Day Twenty Four- 2/19/09- pings: 1